I can't take this anymore. I haven't slept in four days now, and I binge constantly.

Just now I want to scream, loud, but I can't. I'm so tired but I can't sleep, and I have gained 2 pounds. I can't take this anymore. I need to lose weight and I need to die.

Just now tears are streaming down my fat cheek, and I'm so frustrated. I want to cut myself, but my mum took all my razorblade away from me today. She's an idiot. I want to cry, and I want to die.

I want to get "high! on my travel sickness pills...

DAMN

This is so pointles

I can't take this anymore....

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